secret lemonade drinker (xsilver_fishx) wrote,
secret lemonade drinker

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I dont feel like the happy, smiley person i was a few months ago. I don't know why either. All I seem to do is get stressed out about things, get upset, and a very good impression of a head case...I hope maybe its just that my dissertation and the prospect of being jobless in September is the reason for it..

My dissertation is going nowhere. At all. And my supervisor is disappearing back to Canada for her 'annual leave in like 3 weeks'. She's only been in the country for 3 weeks as it is, why did she bother becoming a supervisor if she's not going to be around?!?!?!?

Last 3 weeks have been really weird... since I got back from Spain, Mike has been, i dunno, different? I don't know whether he's stressed about something or what... I can't help but feel something's wrong. And even then, I don't know how I feel anymore. I mean i still like him obv, he's cute and funny, and makes me laugh... is that enough? I dont know how he feels, and have no way of finding out, as i have this inability to talk to people. And since I don't know how I feel anymore....I dunno what to do. All I want to do is see my Mum, but shes in Sweden for the forseeable future.

Shoppin in London this weekend... retail therapy...I hope it works!
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