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Sunday, November 26th, 2006

Time:6:52 pm.
Mood: crushed.
the week from hell is now over...at least i hope so....things can only get better right?

this week has consisted of me bumping my car (again) so having to have it MOT'd (more money to be shelled out...)..
work being abysmal...to the point where i cant cope...the thought of having to go in reduces me to tears...like today for instance...good hour or so of flowing tears...nice. the bitch known also as rent a gob has been particularly vicious...now i know she's only jealous cos she's a fat thing (and i'm not being bitchy here,...she is very large) but still i dont see why i should be on the end of her cutting remarks....
my mum's car broke down on wed so i spent my evening waiting for the RAC
thursday evening died a death
i worked saturday
got ballache of my sister in law cos i met up with an ex (apparently i shouldnt as i have bf)
and anything and everything gets in the way of me and matt spending time together...
plus PWC didnt get back to me about the job....neither did the agency. fuckers.

here's to a better wk!

p.s

will - there was no need to be so fucking rude to me
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006

Time:9:34 am.
Mood: scared.
I have a VERY important job interview tomorrow with PWC... *PANIC*
I cannot afford to screw up...if i stay in my current job any longer i will throw myself out a window or something....i cant stand the place :(

in better news...i have LCD soundsystem tickets :)
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Wednesday, October 25th, 2006

Time:9:10 pm.
Mood: confused.
I should be happy...

i'm going to be a homeowner... i'm getting my own little one bed flat in manchester... really cute, really nice, all mine...
the job lark is looking up...just as my present one is getting unbearable, this agency rings me up to say they're putting me forward for 2 jobs with much better money and prospects....
i have a lovely boyfriend...(altho i do feel like running away right now cos i like him too much if that makes sense...)

so why am i in such a foul mood?!?!?!

things are going right for me...i dont get it....
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006

Time:11:50 pm.
Wow, i haven't been on here for a VERY long time...

Last few weeks have been tough... i've moved out of my house and in with my brother, sister-in-law in the cat (very cute kitten!) since i can't live there anymore... i feel so much better now, they can't manipulate me and make me feel bad about things anymore...although by the sounds of it they're are going to make my reletting of my room extremely difficult...

I decided to split up with my boyfriend...hopefully we can be friends....

and i've decided to go abroad and do some voluntary work a nd get out of this goddamn awful country, time to start afresh! lets hope i know what i'm doing...
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Friday, April 21st, 2006

Time:8:04 am.
Mood: tired.
I think it's been a while since i came on this site never mind updated it!!

Possibly because not much happen sin my life at the moment bar work... got made permanent at work, which means i now work 9-6 plus one saturday in 4...blah. i needed the money thats all i can say!

at easter my parents met the boyfriend... it all went well seemingly (hopefully!) plus i ate far too much chocolate :/

and i have to start work in 10 mins... :(
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Monday, February 20th, 2006

Time:10:36 am.
Mood: tired.
Saw the cribs on friday - nearly died, kids can be violent... it makes me feel old! They were excellent though... first time i've bounced around a a gig for a LONG time....

Saw the Go! team on saturday, was agin crushed to pulp, but it was great fun, they always put on a great show...

Don't do much these days except go to work (DULL!) and veg about - either with my housemates or stuart.. he wants me to go on holiday with him.... *scared*

otherwise i have nothing much to say.... how sad!
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Saturday, December 10th, 2005

Time:4:05 pm.
Mood: cold.
My life is hectic these days... Other than having been ill for what feels like forever, work is mega busy too, being taught allsorts of things, which, if i ever decide i need a loan, will satnd me in good stead so i dont get screwed over!

Next week is gonna be mega busy too, got friends over on monday, our house christmas food fest tuesday, i finally graduate on wednesday ( i got a merit, go me!), and my work christmas do on friday... i feel tired just thinking about it. Am looking forward to friday, should be a good laugh, went shopping today for an outfit, spent a fortune but never mind! Going to see narnia tonight through my mothers insistence...

Might be buying a house with mike... I dunno how i got talked into that one! Things are really good between us at the mo, and i kno i could live with him... but i dunno... scary!
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005

Time:4:12 pm.
Mood: happy.
have had quite a decent weekend all in all...

went to south on friday night, never been before... was a bit rubbish in terms of music at first, we were all sat around going 'wtf is this?' but the music got better, lots better in fact, we were dancing around like loons in no time! met a rather cute indie boy - i now have a date *panic* so that should be interesting!

went to a bonfire last night - ate mucho food, and lots of parkin! got rained on by both rain and bits of firework! was cool tho, although v tired now. feel happy for the first time in a long time :)
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Friday, October 28th, 2005

Time:12:38 pm.
Mood: bored.
despite temping in a wholly dull job, i have THE most attractive boss which makes up for it... is it wrong to find your boss attractive?!?!?!!?
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Friday, October 7th, 2005

Time:4:33 pm.
aaaah i've got a job interview next week with the GMP... one of the few jobs i've applied for that i'd actually like! ARGH. i hate interviews... *scared*
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Monday, September 26th, 2005

Time:12:15 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
I don't update much anymore, well my life has been pretty uneventful of late, apart from disasterously drunk trips to the star and garter resulting in much illness... The place is ace though, plays lots of cool music, even if you've never heard of it you want to dance to it, i do believe its may favourite place in manchester... except i dont think the pipes have been cleaned so dont drink the beer!

currently unemployed which is marvellous, althought hopefully something should turn up soon... I hope. Going to see The Editors on Wednesday, can't wait, feels like an age since i last went to a gig...

i'm 23 soon, i'm getting old.... this is not a nice thought.
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Thursday, September 8th, 2005

Time:11:14 am.
I don't think i've ever experienced the turmoil i'm experiencing right now...
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005

Time:9:51 am.
Mood: aggravated.
Do I go to leeds next week?
Or should i just stay at home? with the prospect of seeing noone for at least a week... (given the way i feel at the mo, this would be a good thing...)
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005

Time:11:15 am.
Mood: tired.
I will no longer be a student in 4 weeks time... How scary is that?! I don't think I'm prepared to enter the 'real' world, especially since i don't have a job to speak of!! Finding a job is bloody hard, i'm either over-qualified or not experienced enough! Bah. Hopefully something shall turn up because otherwise I shall continue being poor by being on the dole or something, or some crap admin job :/

My dissertation is finally taking flight, it's still rubbish and i'm 3,000 words over the word limit, but at least its being written, which means i won't have to sell my leeds ticker, hooray :)

Made a trip to 5th ave last night, was full of dodgy men, although the music was alright, it could have been far better, and there were too many people there... There is a reason why i never go, I should remember these things when some bright spark suggests going there, and resond with a big fat 'NO!', as well as that some daft cow stubbed her cigarette out on my arm, so I have a nice fuck of burn :( I also got a phone call at 4 am off Mike and Scott who screamed drunkenly down the phone at me for a good 20 mintues, with Mike trying to persuade me that it'd be a great idea to get out of bed and drive over to his... As much as i love him, I don't love him THAT much! so i am knackered, and will probably fall asleep in front of this comuter very soon...
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005

Time:10:52 am.
Mood: confused.
I dont feel like the happy, smiley person i was a few months ago. I don't know why either. All I seem to do is get stressed out about things, get upset, and a very good impression of a head case...I hope maybe its just that my dissertation and the prospect of being jobless in September is the reason for it..

My dissertation is going nowhere. At all. And my supervisor is disappearing back to Canada for her 'annual leave in like 3 weeks'. She's only been in the country for 3 weeks as it is, why did she bother becoming a supervisor if she's not going to be around?!?!?!?

Last 3 weeks have been really weird... since I got back from Spain, Mike has been, i dunno, different? I don't know whether he's stressed about something or what... I can't help but feel something's wrong. And even then, I don't know how I feel anymore. I mean i still like him obv, he's cute and funny, and makes me laugh... is that enough? I dont know how he feels, and have no way of finding out, as i have this inability to talk to people. And since I don't know how I feel anymore....I dunno what to do. All I want to do is see my Mum, but shes in Sweden for the forseeable future.

Shoppin in London this weekend... retail therapy...I hope it works!
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Tuesday, July 12th, 2005

Time:12:25 pm.
Mood: scared.
it is too damn warm. i feel like i'm melting :(
all i ask for is a bit of a breeze!!

got back from valencia last week to find london had been bombed :( my brother was in london at the time,tho thankfully he's still in one piece...

i am currently in a panic...i have an interview 2moro! and it has a practical part!!! WHY?!
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005

Time:3:54 pm.
i passed my course. hoorah. only my dissertation to stress about now.
i go to valencia on tuesday, i dont want to come back..
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

Time:12:45 pm.
Mood: bored.
its too hot, i can't sleep in this weather, it sucks. neither can i sleep when the other person sharing the bed with me is a 'huggy' narcoleptic who can sleep in any position... i cannot sleep if someone has their arms wrapped round me! its just not possible!
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Friday, June 10th, 2005

Time:10:56 am.
Mood: giddy.
why are some people such bastardos? grr-ah.

i've realised i hardly ever come on here anymore... although saying that, its probably because my life is still rather dull, so not really worth talking about it...

my summer will consist of writing dissertation (fun!), a PT job (should someone wish to employ me...), applying for a 'real' job, a holiday and leeds festy... it could be worse i guess!

mike has moved into a well plush city apartment... far too nice for a lay-about like him and his pot-head housemate...hehe. my friends think i've moved in with him, barely sleep at mine...his bed is the comfiest thing ever!

on a brighter note, me and woody are going to watch/laugh at mike playing basketball in the 'corporate' games in manchester...should be hilarious :)
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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005

Time:9:34 pm.
Mood: bored.
sometimes i just give up... why is life so fucking stressful...? i feel like i have a million things to do and no time whatsoever to do them in :(

got my knickers in a right twist last night....felt ill already, then everything fell apart in a chococlate orientated fashion....

i have a dissertation superivisor breathing down my neck like darth vader...pressuring me for stuff....helpful as she is, i've just handed in all my assignments...i'd like a break thankyou! i need a part time job to fit round my dissertation....not exactly forthcoming! i need an actuall job for september... my brother is giving my grief at every opportunity about michael, my housemates are being painful... i think it was the sheer awfulness of the eurovision song contest that tipped me over the edge though.... (every single person had deserted me....)

but i'm going to go hammer my card 2moro...need new clothes and things....and going to see the star wars film in the evening.... hooray.
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